The first 48

What a difficult transition. Everything has changed. Only Jah can give me the strength I need. I have resolved to pack my tears away. I have cried enough for a nation. I can honestly say I feel loved. My friends and family have been so true. My phone though is dead and lifeless. There are some authors and movie writers that use the term "alone in a crowded room" I now know what that feels like. 24 hours to go to complete my first 48. How did I get here?